"They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony" - Revelation 12:11

MAR 4, 2021 - GOD'S GOT MY BACK...

We recently went through our 21 Day Prayer and Fasting.  When Pastor Eunice asked a few of us if we would be willing to write the daily devotionals, everything inside of me wanted to say no, because I never felt writing was one of my strong points.  Then, I felt an invitation from God and He said to “trust Him in this weakness”, so I said “Yes” to writing the devotionals.

During the time of writing them and trying to write them, I felt defeated.  I felt like I wasn’t qualified to do this and this was something I couldn’t do.  Then God!!! In this place of defeat, God reassured me that He’s got my back. I am qualified because He says I am. When I try to do these things on my own, I tend to make a mess of what comes out. But when I rely on God and I am led by Holy Spirit, He is my guidance, my reassurance and my strength. Everything works out for the good.

Not only did I overcome a fear with encouragement to do more writing, God reminded me of my awesome pastors that He personally connected me with, to help bring out the gold and purpose of my life.  (Thank you Pastor Eunice, for trusting God and challenging us to higher levels). I am excited for where God is bringing me and His plans over me. To God be the glory!

FEB 18, 2021 - GOD LOVES ME...

Before the fast started, I felt like I became comfortable and stagnant in my relationship with Christ. I knew I was not where I wanted to be but I was so comfortable that I didn’t care much to get out of my comfort zone (I mean, who doesn’t wanna be comfortable?)

This fast was just the push that I needed. I felt the Father telling me to fast from social media and solid foods for the first time, so I said yes. Not having any apps to open every time I picked up my phone and being constantly hungry encouraged me to rely on Him more and read the Bible more than I ever have before. This led me to feel more connected and sensitive to the Father.

He was, then, able to reveal areas in my life where I had partnered with lies and made it a part of my identity. He showed me how I was believing in lies that I already thought I had broken off. I was believing that I was not powerful enough, that my words weren’t good enough, that I had to work for His love.

He didn’t just reveal the lies to me but He also told me the truth and brought people in my life to remind me of who I am during the leadership retreat. He was rewiring me during this fast. I felt a weight being lifted off of me— the weight of having to please people and of having to do things perfectly. He was telling me that He is pleased with me and there is nothing I could do that would make Him love me more or less. I know we hear this often but this time it was different. He’s given me an unexplainable freedom that empowers me to step out and stop hiding behind the shadows but be who He called me to be.

FEB 11, 2021 - GOD SAYS "I AM"...

My entire life, I’ve always felt “average” or not enough for anything or anyone. When I was younger, I’d be told I was good, but not good enough in almost everything I did. It really molded my young mind into thinking I would never be enough. I didn’t realize just how much I carried that mentality into my adulthood until this past weekend. I’ve realized that even when I did things to the absolute best of my abilities, whether in ministry, at work, or just in my personal life, there was still a small thought in my head that said I’m good, but not good enough.

During our MLT retreat this past weekend, I heard Him, clear as day, telling me “YOU ARE ENOUGH”. He told me not only am I enough, but I am powerful. In that moment, I realized I am everything He says I am, because I was created wonderfully in His image. I can’t even explain the weight that was lifted off of my shoulders; it was as if every lie and every chain that was holding me back from knowing my true identity was broken.

My life changed in the single moment I realized I truly am who He says I am, and that I am enough, I am powerful and I am His forever.


Share and Care Young at Heart is a ministry that serves the Seniors in our community by delivering free grocery bags to them. As our team members deliver, we also get pray for and declare blessings to them.


Here is Lorna, one of our Share and Care Young at Heart recipients, sharing a powerful testimony about God answering our prayers for her daughter.


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